A lot happens in four months. So many things in my life have changed. Was it that I turned 40? I don't know, but I know that many things are different. Mainly my perspective on life ... friends ... family ... love ... children ... careers ... YOU NAME IT. I have a different outlook on most everything. Not that my former outlook was bad, now it is just different, maybe has a little more depth to it. I understand more.
I'm still dealing with a lot of different issues in my life. Most of them I don't even discuss, I just keep to myself. What difference would it make to talk them out anyway? None. Time and circumstances have changed so many things. Things I thought could never change ...
I'm really at a place in my life where I am wondering why are we all here? Again, is this something that happened because I turned 40?? I may never know ... I just know the questions linger and the desire for answers becomes increasingly more evident in my life.
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